Ridiculous!
Sometimes I just have to put on a smile to get people to stop asking me what’s wrong….
It’s kinda funny how things seem to work out. I have my heart broken. There is still a huge hole here in my weak heart. There are only a few people that are still there but you, you broke me, you crushed me so hard idk how I am going to get over this. I wish I could tell you how I feel but I can’t you just avoid the subject everytime I bring it up! Why? That’s all I wanna know! Wtf brought you to think you can do this to me! I will get over this and learn to move on…
Just why? That’s all I need to know.
Au Revoir!
Tiffani
miss you!
Can’t believe how long it has been! Today has been feelin like it was just yesterday that you were here. It feels like you are right here with me! ill never forget you girl!
RIP Kayla <3
Au Revoir!
Tiffani!
songs!
Can be so powerful sometimes. It can be the simplest words that just mean the world! I love it.
Au Revoir!
Tiffani <3
family…
why do they have to exist sometimes… thats all i want to know! I’m tired of them making tears come rolling out of my eyes and down my face! I’m done! I have no reason to live anymore! I hate this feeling. the knife is soooo close. but i wont do it because i am stronger than people think i am!
Au Revoir!
Tiffani <3
Valentine’s Day <3
I wish I was spending it with you, but our crazy lives, and crazy schedules are preventing that from happening! I will see you soon!
I am going out tonight with 3 other people we are going to go to buffalo wild wings! Its going to be amazing and fun!
Happy Valentines Day everyone!
Au Revoir!
Tiffani <3
4 little words
I’m proud of you.
Thats all it takes. Is it really hard to say that? I barely ever hear those words.
Finally..
I think I may have found someone That it is okay for me to fall madly in love with. But at the same time in sitting here thinking I can’t let my walls down otherwise I will get hurt. But then at the same time again I sit here and I feel like you wont let me get hurt even if things didn’t work out between us.
Sorry for whoever reads this blog I feel like all I do right now is write about this I don’t know what is wrong with me. I wish I could figure it out!
As for one of my really good friends! I feel like next year will be awesome between us! I feel like since things have gotten figured out things are better between us already!
As for another friend I miss you and the other part of us! I can’t wait till march 4th when you finally get to come back an I will finally get to get one of the most amazing hugs of my life! I will be back with my best friends! I miss you!
Au Revoir!
Tiffani
YOU….again
Well its you again. You keep throwing me through this loop of confusion. I like you alot! More than I have ever liked someone to be honest. I don’t know what to do with myself at this point. I think its stupid that I can just sit here and try not to think about you but I can’t stop!!! It’s not a bad thing I’m just afraid that I am going to get hurt again! Things between us are amazing. You make me so happy! I hope I make you feel the same way! I miss you a lot! You have my whole heart, please don’t damage it. <3
its not even that big of a deal!
I really don’t know why it hurt as bad as it did last night! Maybe I’m just being super emotional. Well I have to say that is the first time you have done that to me. Get my hopes up and then just throw me down like you did. Yeah that hurt alot. Everyone says not to let you live it down, but I just think in my head that I am grateful you haven’t done it alot like most guys do! I miss you, A LOT! I don’t want to seem like the girl that will just come over and do whatever she wants whenever she wants without telling you! That’s why I just sit here and wait, I wait until you ask me to come over, or when you ask me to do something! So when your sitting there wondering why I don’t just show up, it’s because I am waiting for you! I hope you had fun last night! I miss you! I will see you soon!
Au Revoir!
Tiffani <3
hmmm!
Well here I go again. I hate when I don’t sleep because then I just sit here and my brain wheels keep turning and turning and turning. I wonder how many people out there are actually true friends. I know I try to be as much as I can. But when you do something to piss me off then of course your going to know about it. Am I going to sit there and talk shit about you behind your back. No. Am I going to sit there and talk about you in some form of writing without you knowing. No. When I have my friends they are everything to me. I hate learning new things that just make me now want to be around certain people! I think that everyone should have to take a course on how to speak up if there is something bothering you and tell that person that is bothering you. It makes life alot easier. Honestly if one of my friends came up to me and told me how they really felt I wouldn’t be pissed off at them I would take it into consideration and maybe think wow I shouldn’t act like that! But when will life ever be a honest life. Most people don’t even know the definition of being a true friend.
Well I’m sure I’ll be back soon. Those wheels are still turning.
Au Revoir!
Tiffani <3
